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Sunday, January 12, 2014

Jack's Diary - The Stare Exchange - Day 53

     Sick again. A few minutes after Mike gets up, he's down again. At this rate, it might take us months to reach the Valors base. I suppose that could be both a good and bad thing. At this point, I just want to go back to our base. Perhaps I should talk about happier things or at least more interesting things. We have a new member.
     When I came back, I alerted Mike to the men I'd heard (I was surprised to see him up). I also noticed the new member. Her name is Evie. She carries a puppy with her as strange as it may sound (in times like these, another unnecessary responsible seems risky, especially one that needs food and water). Anyways, Mike directed us to approach the men. We were cautious about doing so and I really couldn't tell if they were shifty or not. When they inquired about the girls, it should have been a dead give away. We gave them some of our food and they replay us by shooting at us. We were already at an exit to the sewers leading to a gathering of trees. The others ducked for cover while Mike and I disposed of the men. Evie seemed shocked and frightened at how we handled the situation. It was almost as if she'd never seen someone killed before. I told her that this is the way we handle things when our friends are threatened (or something like that). She was hesitant to come along with us, but she chose to. Not long after, Mike collapsed and we set up camp again outdoors. I decided to survey the surrounding area; there were no other survivors near by. There were a grouping of soulless in the distance, but they were far enough away not to give us trouble. I found a good piece of oak and began carving it with a knife to make a walking stick (Mike's going to need all the help he can get).
     A few hours passed. Victor had started to prepare dinner while Julie and Ann went to gather fire wood. Then I saw Evie far off from our camp, sitting on the grass. I couldn't tell what she was doing. I waited about 10 minutes before approaching her, with questions running through my head like "Who is she?", "Why should we trust her?", "Why does she seem different?". Well, curiosity got the better of me. She saw me in the distance walking toward her, all the time her eyes were fixed on me, weary of my intentions. I could seed she'd been playing with her puppy, who now looked up at her inquisitively. It looked like she had something behind her back (probably a weapon). I didn't want to get too close.
     "I don't think we formally met. My name is Jack."
     She had this distrusting look on her face, the same one I probably had upon mine.
     "My name is Evie."
     We stared at each other for a moment longer before I sat down on the grass facing her. I didn't have my hand on a weapon, but I'd be lying if I said I wasn't ready to draw my gun if she made a move. We stared at each other intently. Neither one of us spoke. It may have been one of the most awkward moments of my life. I was never a man for patience so I came right out and said it.
     "Are you staying with us or what?"
     "I'm not sure," was her response.
     "I suggest you make up your mind soon. You're either with us or against us."
     She didn't like what I said.
     "It wasn't a threat. I just don't want someone who might betray us loitering about."
     "You don't have to worry about that," she said.
     "So you say. If I took promises at face value, I would've been killed long ago."
     It seems she trusted me enough to take her death stare off me and look at her dog. She held him close.
     "What do you want?" Evie asked.
     I paused a moment to gather my thoughts. "I came over here to inquire about you. Perhaps that's not as important as I once thought if you're not staying with us. Then again, why should I expect you to join us? You don't know a thing about us."
      It appeared that I struck a chord with her because there was something in that look of hers (which is strange because reading facial expressions are not one of my skills).
     "If you want to know anything about us; if anything about who we are or what we do seems strange or is bothering you, just ask."
     She waited a moment. "Yes, something is bothering me, but you better not tell your leader what I'm about to say."
     "Fine. What is it?" I asked.
     "Is Mike a good leader?" she asked.
     "Why do you ask?"
     "What do you mean by why do I ask?! I'm not going to follow a stupid leader into battle!" she yelled at me. She calmed herself before continuing, "Because of him, those two men almost killed us. I know he's sick, but I don't want to be put in a situation like that again."
     Well, in this case, I shouldn't tell Mike what I'm about to say because he'd punch me if he heard.
     "He's not stupid, but he's not really experienced yet."
     "Then why is he leading all of you?" she asked.
     That's a pretty good question. I've questioned it myself.
     "There's a few reasons. I could lead, but I choose not to and Mike's a lot smarter and level headed than most of the other members."
     "Wait. You choose not to?"
     "I don't like the idea of having all of the decisions I make dictate whether someone lives or dies. Awhile ago, due to some poor decisions and a betrayal of one of my companions, a former group I had all ended up dying except for me."
     "Well, you sure are building up your group," she said in a sarcastic tone. "Why in the world should I stay with you guys?"
     "So we're not perfect. Why don't we get off the subject of my group and talk about you; if you're so great, why are you looking into joining up with other survivors?"
     She appeared a little phased by the question. "For security."
     "What? Can't protect yourself?" I asked tauntingly.
     "I can defend myself fine. Watch!"
     Evie stood up and drew a throwing knife slowly, showing it to me and then threw it at a far off tree. It hit it and sunk into the bark. Her skill and speed were impressive. I drew a knife of my own, a thin pocket knife, showing it to her and threw it at the same tree. It hit the tree a little bit lower than her's, but it sunk in as well.
     "So you have some skill with throwing knives. So do I. I noticed you don't have a gun though." She gave me a look that told me she thought I was a jerk. "How long do you think it'll be before your staring down the barrel of a gun and all you'll have is a knife?"
     "I've looked out for myself just fine up until now. I don't need you or your friends," she said very firmly.
     "No, but you need what we have to offer. We have food, supplies, guns, and people; all the things that could make your life easier and I know you understand just how vulnerable you are when you're by yourself."
     "I have Sam with me," was her response.
     "Oh, and what's he going to do. Lick your enemies to death." I knelt down to look at Sam. I noticed that he never looks at me for very long. I even stared directly at him and waved my hand in front of his field of vision. It would only distract him for a moment before he went back to whatever he was doing. It was as if to him, I wasn't even there. I stood back up to end my argument with her.
     "One thing I can say about this group is that we don't leave friends behind. If any one of them were in trouble, I'd go and help them, even if what stood in my way meant certain death. Can you say that about anyone you ever knew."
     She'd been avoiding eye contact with me for a while. She sat down and looked at Sam while I went to get our knives. When I returned, I heard her mumble the words, "I'll stay for the time being at least."
     It was good enough for me. From there, I answered her other questions about the group and I got around to asking about her past and where she got Sam. I listened intently, but I can't remember what she or I said very well so I'm not going to write down a half true story (I'm surprised I remembered as much of our conversation as I did. First impressions I guess). It started to get dark so we headed back to camp. One thing she said to me was troubling though. She asked something along the lines of "Are you sure Mike is alright?" Well, he's sick so no, but maybe she meant something else, perhaps on his mental state.
     Well, I think it would be good to have her with us. Unlike the others, she seems to have combat skills and probably has a lot more to offer though I didn't ask if she could even use a gun. If that's the case, I guess tomorrow is training day!

- Jack's Diary

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Wednesday, January 8, 2014

Jack's Diary - The Pungent Maze - Day 52

     After Mike rejoined us, we continued onward to the Valor's base. A few things happened on the way, but I don't really feel like talking about them. There was nothing really significant about them except that Mike referred to Julie as Lexi. It's a mistake I would expect considering how much Julie and Lexi are alike. However, it occurred to me that if Julie did stay with us, it may help Mike, but it would also hurt him. He hasn't completely gotten over Lexi's death and keeping Julie around would just mean that she would take Lexi's place and Mike would never truly deal with Lexi's death. Grief can't be rushed; it needs to be worked through and I don't know what would happen if Julie did stay with us and she died too.
     Anyways, Mike told us that we need to go through a sewer to reach the base. Honestly, I don't care (I've smelled worse things), but it sure seems strange that we have to go through it to advance. Mike ended up messing up his shirt with "stuff" and spraining his ankle. I offered to help him, but I made him change out of the shirt (I don't want to mess my clothes up). Still, that's the least of Mike's problems now. He's come down with a fever and we're not moving on until he's better. I checked through his things to see if he had any route mapped out for the sewer, but I didn't find anything so Victor and I walked on ahead. There were multiple passages; it was just like a maze and ironically and fitting enough, there were rats in the sewer. We walked on the side ledges on the tunnels. In the center of each tunnel was a canal that would have originally been flowing with sewage, but due to the water being shut off and hardly anyone flushing a toilet anymore, the canals were nearly dry. Even with the vast amount of tunnels and turns we could have taken, I decided not to get us lost and I followed the wall to the left of me. We never came across a single soulless (then again, why would we unless one fell through a manhole or someone tried to flush one down a toilet?) There were also some passageways that were being blocked with iron bars, but these could easily be passed if necessary. After about an hour of walking, we walked the hour back to where everyone had set up camp. Upon returning, Jess ran up to us, "Do either of you have any medicine? Mike is getting worse."
     "No. Victor?" I looked back to Victor who shook his head no.
     "I don't know what we should do," Jess said worriedly.
     "Even if we did have any medicine, I doubt it would help. It would only treat the symptoms temporarily and it wouldn't cure it. Besides, a lot of the medicine that could help him is probably already running close to its expiration date."
     Jess looked at me, as if hoping I'd come up with something.
     "Is Mike still conscious?" I asked.
     "Yah."
     We all went over to him. I knelt down.
     "Hey Mike, exactly where are we heading in the sewer? Are we meeting up with someone, going in a certain direction?"
     Mike appeared very tired and loopy. "Northwest," he said.
     "That's it?"
     He drifted off back to sleep. I started shaking him.
     "Let him go. He probably won't wake up for another few hours," Jess said.
     "Alright." Looked over at her and Victor, "Here's what we do. I'm going off into the tunnels toward the direction he gave. I'll see if I can find something like a manhole opening or exit. At the least, I'll open up some of the closed off paths to make traversing the tunnels easier. Jess, you are the only one that goes in and out of this tent from now on. We don't need anyone else getting sick.  We'll give Mike a day or two to recover, but if he continues to get worse, we'll carry him out of here and look for help. Alright?"
     They both agreed. Victor stood guard and I headed back into the tunnels. Julie and Ann were talking with one another. I considered stopping to see what they were discussing, but I chose not to. I'm just hoping that it is something good.
     There are a lot of shiny things to end up in the sewer. Since most of the water is gone, all that is left is semi-water waste and garbage. If I wasn't so opposed to touching human waste, I might have check to see if anything was valuable. Well, one thing that was of value to me was one of the iron bars I managed to break off with my raw strength (that was already loose thanks to cracked stones). I decided to keep it; it would make a great weapon. I also managed to get pass two more passages blocked off by iron bars: I bent one out of shape and the other, I broke the nearby stone wall that was crumbling and squeezed through there. I found a few manhole covers, but nothing was as interesting as the people I came across. While walking down one of the tunnels, I saw two people turn the corner in the opposite direction and I quickly hid. They chatted idly about food and girls. I don't they are Valors; why would Valors live down here? I traveled back to camp and told the others. Tomorrow, someone will be coming with me to see who these people are. Hopefully, Mike will have come around to shed some light on the questions I still have.

- Jack's Diary
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Friday, July 12, 2013

Day 16, July 12th 2013 - Get Well Soon

1:59 AM

I woke up this morning, and prepared the canned food to eat for breakfast. I opened it put it in a bowl and woke Mike up. He's injured pretty bad, his ankle got twisted and now he's having a fever. I took the bow and arrows and had a little practice and went back to Mike. Hope you get well soon. I barricaded the entrances and windows, and got some barbwires running around them. "Mike I don't know what to do." I whispered to myself, but of course he didn't answer. It's been almost 36 hours and he's still lying down here. I didn't know what to do. "I'll be back, I promise." I said to him. I went out with the bow and arrow, a crowbar and my backpack. Perhaps I could find some aid kit or some more food for him I thought. So off I went, I searched every single store but they were all the same. Food, water, food, water, though they are useful, all I really needed was a gauze and some fucking tylenols. That's when I decided to go through some small alley. I saw a craze, sleeping, I thought this was my chance to try my  ability. Pull the arrow backward, aim to the head, and. I fucking missed and I woke that fucker up. I'm fucked, I thought. I ran as fast as I could and I went up some ladder that leads to the top of the building. I went down the attic, and lohombehold, a drugstore. Just what I fucking need. I took all the drugs, meds, gauze, and everything I needed (basically everything.) then I went back to the garage. I boiled some water for Mike, and gave him 2 pills of Tylenols. He drank it and went back to sleep. I hope he'll get better soon because I don't know what to fucking do without him. I gotta make sure this building will hold until he's feeling better. I'm sorry Mike. 

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